lazyming

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- Get a driving license
- Bring my cue for maintenance
- Win pool tournaments
- Get into the police force
- Bring my dad and mom out to eat
- Be pro-active this year
- Clear my debts
- See LZX and AVRIL
- Strike 4D :D

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Sunday, January 27, 2008
4:19 AM

Match tomorrow at beatty sec.
I'm so eager to play after so much stress on thursday.
My mind is repeating again and again,
"I want to do something for the team, I want to show that I'm not useless in everything."
I want to assist, I want to score, I want to terrorise the opponent's defence.
I'm giving it all tomorrow, I will.

lazyming ends.

Saturday, January 26, 2008
3:12 PM

I'm either going to try for la salle with chanel's help or,
get into higher nitec in accounting at college east.
I no longer care how my parents think, this is my life,
I will make the choices for my own life.

My mum and bro is complaining that being a policeman isn't good.
When my dream is to be a policeman.
Now I know how much they actually understand me.
My dad knows I want to be a policeman.
But he doesn't believe in ite either.
I hvn't spoke to him for few days, he seems disappointed in me.
I've to really work hard if I got into ite, try my best to get a good GPA.
If not, I'll just sign police with my higher nitec cert.

I don't want to be lazy anymore.
I want to change every thing.
My email, my blog, everything.
Lazy is the main cause of my failure.

I gotta change.

lazyming ends.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008
4:31 AM

I need to blog, seriously.
As usual, nothing seems to go the right way.
2008? A better year than 2007? Only if I pass my O's.
I'm becoming so emotional and kept everything just deep inside of me.
Nobody knows what I'm undergoing.
Nobody.

How am I gonna face my family if I really flunk.
My relatives? My friends?
Few weeks back, I just felt like leaving home.
Not just leaving home, leaving everything else as well.
I couldn't describe the feeling, emptiness?
Not just my results thats troubling me.
Many, many more.

I wish I don't exist

lazyming ends.

Sunday, January 13, 2008
6:51 AM

Emo posts after emo posts.
When will this ever end?

Will be meeting up with noor & co for soccer ltr.
It's been a long time since I played.
Hopefully by playing soccer, will make me forget all troubles even for a few hours.

I shouldn't see you, but I cant move
I cant look away.
And I don't know, how to be fine when I'm not
Cos I don't know how to make the feeling stop.

lazyming ends.

Sunday, January 06, 2008
6:12 AM

Gonna shut down my blog like soon.
Maybe I really should.
No particular reason.
Life's getting boring, boring and still, boring.

And I wanna know,
how do you actually feel about me,
yes you, i didnt lie yesterday.

lazyming ends.