lazyming

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- Get a driving license
- Bring my cue for maintenance
- Win pool tournaments
- Get into the police force
- Bring my dad and mom out to eat
- Be pro-active this year
- Clear my debts
- See LZX and AVRIL
- Strike 4D :D

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Sunday, January 28, 2007
11:21 PM

i feel so tired aft sleeping and sleeping .
so hard to find back the days when i slept 4-5 hours a day .
boooo .

went ssc today .
had few games and went macdonalds with uncleyeo,vincent,weiyee.
they were funny :D
especially the "old one" . hehehe.

then train-ed back with wy and vincent.
as usual , vincent was L-O-U-D.
he shld try to speak softer and lesser.

and ive lost my second tournament with scores of 3-2, 3-2 and 3-2.
simply lack concentration.
my cue was sticky, cldnt stroke well, felt tired.
but it was better this time.
i dont feel as dejected as the previous one.
every ssc player was knocked out eventually.
and mike got into the qtr finals before losing 5-4.
cool eh .
my neck is aching again ):

KANDIS - fried toufu fried toufu. eat something else lahhhh .

MING -

lazyming ends.

Monday, January 22, 2007
2:27 PM

some things just happened recently and had left me stranding alone .

there's so many things for me to ponder about.
i really dont know where to start.
troubles seem to be never ending.
i wld like to solve them.
but i hope i wont be said to be a "busybody".

so many thoughts actually flew into my mind everytime im alone thinking .
am i really not myself when im with my friends ?
am i really someone that need to be pleased ?
am i really being ignored by someone ?
am i really, not who i used to be ?

i dont know. i dont know .

i like to see ppl happy.
so i always tried to be lame, talk craps.
but im mistaken for trying to be funny.

i dont need to be pleased.
instead, im trying v hard to please everyone.
everyone.
i seem to be a normal shunming everyday.
but there's so much things crashing my mind and i cant take it.
i got no one to turn to.
not my family not my friends not anyone else.
my dad's hot tempered.
my mom works almost everyday and i seldom get to speak to her alr.
i dont get along with my bro.
my sister has her own problems at work.
we hardly find time to dine together anymore.

my bestfriends wont have time for me.
i dont blame any of them.
i wish i cld live in a world of my own.
sometimes i dont talk doesnt mean im giving attitude.
im thinking of something else thats been troubling me all along.
i dont blame you for saying im giving attitude.
i dont blame anyone that says i need to be pleased.
but i want to say that im not.

i dont like to talk.
i really dont like to.
sometimes i chose to remain silent because i dont wanna say things that hurt anyone.

maybe nobody exactly knows how am i like when im at home.
maybe im really not being myself.

give me a break .

MING -

lazyming ends.

Sunday, January 21, 2007
11:55 AM

sunday again .
boring-est day of every week.
so what's on today ?
work-work-work .

boooooo.
but i rather work whole year than taking my results.
i have this strong feeling tht im going to fail.
ive been dreaming and dreaming abt it.

some says 15feb, some says 5th feb, some says 14th feb.
who cares anyway .
its all decided alr .
hopefully i'll be able to have a happy cny .
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .

MING -

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
7:53 AM

maybe im too harsh .
maybe im not .
yes, i believed tht the first few times you've forgotten.
which means the other few times you really didnt want to reply ?
i regretted telling you .
its hard knowing you .
you got your bestests , brothers and sisters .
you really need no one else indeed..

lazyming ends.

Monday, January 15, 2007
11:14 AM

stop avoiding me .
would you ?

lazyming ends.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007
1:51 AM

heavy downpour now at sengkang .
but its not nice enough to sleep .
so im awake and posting the first ever entry for 2007 !

2007 . good or bad year ?
shld be a bad one .
i still recall bingsoon saying i might injure myself this year .
hmmm . 365 days of course will injure someday lahh.
matter of how serious is the injury .

alright .
gotta get back to my stuffs .
nth much to blog abt . :\

MING -

lazyming ends.