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Saturday, September 01, 2007
5:04 AM

Alright, blog is back after being down for one or two days.
No worries, reason that the blog was down for awhile is because,
I went to read my previous posts and somehow,
I've just decided to take a short break before coming back to blog again.

Everything tend to go the wrong way recently.
I've stumbled upon so many obstacles.
I've so many things to trouble.
I can't find someone that I can confide in.

Mengwee brought up that this year I "fan tai sui".
Thats why so many problems occur.
Being a little superstitious, I agreed with him.

I'm not gonna avoid problems but will try to solve them.
Went back to school today, looking around,
realised that many people aint in good terms with me.
Some being my fault, some not my fault eh.

If there's really God, please give me a break.
I've had enough problems to face already,
please just give me some air to breathe.
I'm not blaming anyone at all, only blaming myself.

Sometimes I wish I could just start over a new life.
My life is so messed up.
I'm feeling just so stressed up with everything.
I sincerely apologise to everyone that I've offended before.
I'm sorry.

This is a feeling that I don't want to live with

lazyming ends.