Hello, im back to revive my blog.
Am really lazy to update recently.

Just finished helping my dad wrapping up his finger that's badly cut.
He seems tired of his work and am working for the family's sake.
I realised he's getting older and older each day.
It's been a long time since i last touched his hands.
I felt the rough texture, the feeling of undergoing through tough experiences.
It's been a long time since i last spoke so much to him.
It's been a long time since i last cared for him.
I realised whats awaiting ahead of me.
That is to study real hard and work real hard in the future to give him a good life.
He's near retirement age, i know he can no longer wait more.
He's tired of his work.
I realised other than my sis, he's treating me better than my brother.

Recalling Luo Zhi Xiang's Shanghai's Concert.
When he cried after thinking of his dad.
I can feel how much he wished that his dad is around to enjoy his success.
I hope I wont suffer the same fate as him.
I want my dad to stay strong and wait for me to earn money and enjoy life.

I recalled, few days back when he asked me to dye his hair for him.
He gave a deep sigh, he says(in hokkien),
"Dad is old already, study hard, i old i will go already."

Actually, I have so much to talk to my family.
I just have this weird feeling of not speaking of any of them.
I had only expressed myself to them through sms-ing my sister.

All I want to say to my dad is,
Dad, wait for me to grow even older.
I will take you to the first ever stadium you took me to watch a football match.
I will bring you to eat your favourite food.
I will do anything for you.
I dont know how to express myself to you,
I can only keep all these feelings inside of me.

Sorry for such a post.

Dad is my "li liang"