im sorry because i just realised whats troubling you all along.
the assignments by friday, which is the 4th.
i suppose its to decide whether you're going overseas.
i dont want you to consider me as a factor thats stopping you.
if its really your dream, then let your dream come true.
i dont want your tears to be flowing down again.
i know you really want to go.
go ahead, i'll be just fine.
dont let anything stress you at all.
i dont feel any happier when you're not.

maybe ill just miss some things.
the need to hold your hands when we're walking down the stairs.
someone biting me for no reason.
someone that had been smelling my shirt for the past few weeks.
someone wishing me goodnight .
someone thats silly-ing angry over small matters.
someone thats calling me baby .

i cant say i dont need you.
but i can say i dont want to stop you.
im not "not willing to wait" or "willing to give you up".
i just hope that you can fulfil your dream.
maybe you didnt tell me what you're stressing about
because you dontwant me to be troubled as well.
is it going to be the first chalet with you,
as well as the last time we're spending happy moments together?

and, listen baby, thats what i wanna say .

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Sitting by the window
Singing songs of love
Wishing you were here
Because the memory’s not enough

Wear my mask in silence
Pretending I’m alright
If you could see then you would be
Here standing by side

It may be hard to believe
But girl you’re the only one I need
It may be hard along the way
It’s this feeling I get when blue skies turn to grey

Feels like I’m walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause I need you to give me some shelter
Cause I’m fading away
And baby, I’m walking in the rain

Every single hour of every single day
I need to cry, my eyes are dry
I’ve cried my tears away
Can’t help but remember (can’t help but remember)
How you made me feel (made me feel)
You dressed my soul and made me whole
You made my life complete

It may be hard to believe
But girl you’re the only one I need
It may be hard along the way
It’s this feeling I get
When blue skies turn to grey

Feels like I’m walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause I need you to give me some shelter
Cause I’m fading away
And baby, I’m walking in the rain

Of all we’ve said and done
Remains the memories of days when life was fun
But now when you are gone
I sit alone to watch the setting of the sun

Feels like I’m walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause I need you to give me some shelter
Cause I’m fading away
And baby, I’m walking in the rain

I said baby, I’m walking in the rain.